Jason John Dawson

my darlin son jason john dawson my only son who meant the world to me ,passed away 27 may 2006 .its
a terrible nightmere i still can't believe ,jason went into hospital the end of april 2006 and
within 4 weeks my most treasured and adored son passed away, i would of fought the world for jas and
he knew that .when he was in hospital he said to me mom you can't help me this time and true to his
word i couldnt.jason was so brave i dont no were his strength came from he would say hes a soldier
,he really and truley was he fought this battle all on his own.its a real honour to say jason john
dawson you are my son,jason was only 27 yrs old and he should never have been taken from his mom and
only sister zoe he was loved so much myself and zoe can now look forward to diein course where ever
you are jas mom and zoes commin straigth to you
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A SO CALLED DOCTOR dr john ridgeway
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I find this very very hard to talk about , but i owe this to my precious son jason john dawson.
Jason had been going to the doctors for well over 18 months complaining he was unwell, their were
times jason had said to his doctor you sure its not cancer you sure , but so called doctor ridgeway
put him down to being paranoid , or deppression, jason's visits to the doctors became more regular,
until he seen another doctor wingate who then decided to send him for a scan , which he had to wait
3 weeks for , while we were waiting for the appointment my lovley sister who has been the only one
to stand by me gave me the money to get a scan private for jason, but he would'nt go , he said hes
waiting for the doctors appointment. I think really he was affraid to hear bad news. jason went into
hospital before the scan date came with terrible stomach pain he could not stand, he was in hosptial
for 3 days having tests done, and was aloud home for the bank hoilday, he went straight to his bed ,
he came home with a letter sealed for the doctors, i then decided to open it without telling him. I
seen this long word PSEUDOMXOMA i went straight on the net an d looked it up , i was HORRIFIED
thinking my baby was right and he don't stand a chance, ,Jason was only home for 1 day and back in
hospital he was again with terrible pain . I will never foget the day they told jas , we have a
serious problem here you have a massive tumor , i dont know how i talked or how i walked , jason
was my life ohhhhhhh and l loved him more than anything in the whole wide world , and jas knew that
, myself and his only sister zoe tryed everything to save him, but nothing could of save jason, we
done everything for him and gave him everything he wanted, we stayed with him every night in
hospital, i had to watch my beauiful treasured precious son get weaker and weaker, and i could'nt do
a thing , i strongly belive if the so called doctor ridgeway had listened to jason he might of stood
a chance if they had caught it early enough, . I he was such a TERRIBLE doctor has he was very rude
to me i had to go back for my own tablets which i didnt want to do , course after all he didnt take
much notice of my beloved son so really i didnt want to see him , [He said to me dont come here
grumbling that was his words, and id only just lost jason , what sort of doctor says thing like that
to a DEVASTATED MOTHER!!!!!!! I cannot help but hate that doctor , jason loved his mom and his
sister and his only neice tee tee and he would of been terrified to of left us , jason said to me
mom if im going to die make sure you tell me .HOW IN THE WORLD COULD I TELL YOU THAT JAS!,life is so
hard to live wothout jason , but i trying my very best for his sister zoe and little tee, I feel
like im sending myself mad has i CANNOT belive what has happen to jas , he would always be the death
of me in his fast cars and motor bikes i always thought he'll kill him self on them bikes and cars,
NEVER EVER IN A MILLION YEARS would i think i would lose you jas to that awful thing . M om is lost
without you babe and mine and zoes life will never ever be the same WITHOUT YOU, where ever you are
jas mom is comming to lie right beside you moms not affaid of dieing anymore .BECAUSE YOUR MOM IS
COMMING STRAIGHT TO YOU I MISS YOU JAS WITH EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART!!!!!!!!
aunty sandra and nanny have never forgot me not like the rest of my family they can go to hell you
would'nt belive it would you babe
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I'VE HAD TO FACE MY DEEPEST FEAR



The parting of my precious son
i wisper his name
my heart will never be the same
how it aches and longs for my son


I CRY FOR MERCY FOR MY DEAR BELOVED SON



JASON JOHN DAWSON