| Location | Westmidlands |
| Age | 27 years |
| Date of Birth | 27/06/1978 |
| Date of Death | 27/05/2006 |
| Visitors | 26,563 since 27/03/2007 |
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my darlin son jason john dawson my only son who meant the world to me ,passed away 27 may 2006 .its
a terrible nightmere i still can't believe ,jason went into hospital the end of april 2006 and
within 4 weeks my most treasured and adored son passed away, i would of fought the world for jas and
he knew that .when he was in hospital he said to me mom you can't help me this time and true to his
word i couldnt.jason was so brave i dont no were his strength came from he would say hes a soldier
,he really and truley was he fought this battle all on his own.its a real honour to say jason john
dawson you are my son,jason was only 27 yrs old and he should never have been taken from his mom and
only sister zoe he was loved so much myself and zoe can now look forward to diein course where ever
you are jas mom and zoes commin straigth to you
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A SO CALLED DOCTOR dr john ridgeway
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I find this very very hard to talk about , but i owe this to my precious son jason john dawson.
Jason had been going to the doctors for well over 18 months complaining he was unwell, their were
times jason had said to his doctor you sure its not cancer you sure , but so called doctor ridgeway
put him down to being paranoid , or deppression, jason's visits to the doctors became more regular,
until he seen another doctor wingate who then decided to send him for a scan , which he had to wait
3 weeks for , while we were waiting for the appointment my lovley sister who has been the only one
to stand by me gave me the money to get a scan private for jason, but he would'nt go , he said hes
waiting for the doctors appointment. I think really he was affraid to hear bad news. jason went into
hospital before the scan date came with terrible stomach pain he could not stand, he was in hosptial
for 3 days having tests done, and was aloud home for the bank hoilday, he went straight to his bed ,
he came home with a letter sealed for the doctors, i then decided to open it without telling him. I
seen this long word PSEUDOMXOMA i went straight on the net an d looked it up , i was HORRIFIED
thinking my baby was right and he don't stand a chance, ,Jason was only home for 1 day and back in
hospital he was again with terrible pain . I will never foget the day they told jas , we have a
serious problem here you have a massive tumor , i dont know how i talked or how i walked , jason
was my life ohhhhhhh and l loved him more than anything in the whole wide world , and jas knew that
, myself and his only sister zoe tryed everything to save him, but nothing could of save jason, we
done everything for him and gave him everything he wanted, we stayed with him every night in
hospital, i had to watch my beauiful treasured precious son get weaker and weaker, and i could'nt do
a thing , i strongly belive if the so called doctor ridgeway had listened to jason he might of stood
a chance if they had caught it early enough, . I he was such a TERRIBLE doctor has he was very rude
to me i had to go back for my own tablets which i didnt want to do , course after all he didnt take
much notice of my beloved son so really i didnt want to see him , [He said to me dont come here
grumbling that was his words, and id only just lost jason , what sort of doctor says thing like that
to a DEVASTATED MOTHER!!!!!!! I cannot help but hate that doctor , jason loved his mom and his
sister and his only neice tee tee and he would of been terrified to of left us , jason said to me
mom if im going to die make sure you tell me .HOW IN THE WORLD COULD I TELL YOU THAT JAS!,life is so
hard to live wothout jason , but i trying my very best for his sister zoe and little tee, I feel
like im sending myself mad has i CANNOT belive what has happen to jas , he would always be the death
of me in his fast cars and motor bikes i always thought he'll kill him self on them bikes and cars,
NEVER EVER IN A MILLION YEARS would i think i would lose you jas to that awful thing . M om is lost
without you babe and mine and zoes life will never ever be the same WITHOUT YOU, where ever you are
jas mom is comming to lie right beside you moms not affaid of dieing anymore .BECAUSE YOUR MOM IS
COMMING STRAIGHT TO YOU I MISS YOU JAS WITH EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART!!!!!!!!
aunty sandra and nanny have never forgot me not like the rest of my family they can go to hell you
would'nt belive it would you babe
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I'VE HAD TO FACE MY DEEPEST FEAR
The parting of my precious son
i wisper his name
my heart will never be the same
how it aches and longs for my son
I CRY FOR MERCY FOR MY DEAR BELOVED SON
JASON JOHN DAWSON
5th November 2009
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LOVE JUDE.XX
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TRIBUTE FOR THURSDAY 5.11.09
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The size of sadness
Can you measure our pain?
It reaches the stars and back again
Can you count our tears?
They are as many as winter rain
Can you weigh our emptiness?
The world and more would come to less
With no hope of sun tomorrow
That's how we see our sorrow
Add all together -The size of sadness
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TRIBUTE FOR FRIDAY 6.11.09.
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Having you not with me
Hurts more and more each day
Although I feel a closeness
In a very special way
Even as I go to sleep
Every thought is of you
And I never thought i'd miss you
In quite the way I do
So i'm hoping that these words
May some how let you know
That you're in my heart forever
And i'll always love you so
The one and only thing
That helps me with the pain
Is dreaming of the time
When I will see you once again...
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TRIBUTE FOR SATURDAY 07.1109
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My love is with you
Oh What can I say?
My heart is empty without you each and every day.
The Angel wings you wear must be so grand,
if only I could reach out and touch your hand,
maybe then we could say goodbye,
which would help dry the tears that I cry
Now I know that’s impossible for us to do,
so let’s make a deal just you and me.
When I look to the stars at night,
you look for me with all your might,
when you see me just shine real bright,
together we can send our love
and say Good Night.
I would like to wish you all a very good weekend and God Bless all our Angels and all our BRAVE HERO'S who have Lost Their Lives.
With love as always Linda.xxx
4th November 2009
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Fading in the twinkling of an eye………
✝ • ♥ • ✞ Gone Too Soon . ✝ • ♥ • ✞
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Tributes For Week Starting 2nd November
FOR MONDAY
There's a special kind of feeling,
That's meant for you alone,
A special place within our hearts,
That only you can own.
FOR TUESDAY
If only prayers were answered,
& wishes did come true,
Our only wishes with all our hearts,
Would be to still have you
FOR WEDNESDAY
We send this special message
To the heavens up above
Please take care of our precious angels
And give them all our love
FOR THURSDAY
I lit a candle for you today
May it's light reflect my love your way
Now I must go until next time
I will forever keep you, gently on my mind
FOR FRIDAY
Angels
When you were born, an angel smiled,
As you became a child, an angel sat on your shoulder
When you became an adult, an angel held your hand
As you grew old, an angel walked down the road with you,
And, when you died, another angel got their wings.
FOR SATURDAY
Letter From Heaven
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said,
"I welcome you."
It's good to have you back again; you were missed
While you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."
God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.
And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
Remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.
FOR SUNDAY
Reply to "Letter from Heaven"
My Dearest Loved one:
I received your Letter from Heaven,
It made the teardrops fall.
But knowing you’re with God above,
Sweet memories, I will recall.
I know that you are with me,
For I feel your presence near.
And if I listen closely,
Your voice I then can hear.
I know you’re watching o’er me,
As you promised you would do.
And when I feel so saddened,
It’s your letter that sees me through.
When I lay in bed at night,
The day’s chores put to flight,
I truly feel your presence,
Like a warm and glowing light.
The rocky roads you mentioned,
And the hills that I must climb;
I’ve done exactly what you said,
By taking one day at a time.
I’ve tried to help others,
Who are in sorrow and in pain.
And now I am contented,
My day was not in vain.
I’ll lend a hand, as you have said
When someone is feeling low.
I’ll pray for them and be here,
‘Till on their way they go.
And when it’s time for me to go,
To join you in heaven high.
My wings I shall spread wide,
To my home up in the sky.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher's Very Proud Mum
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☆31ST OCTOBER 2009☆
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☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ HAPPY HALLOWEEN 2009 ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
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♥ ♰ ♥ A SMILE CAN HIDE THE SADNESS ♥ ♰ ♥ A TEAR CAN BE WIPED AWAY ♥ ♰ ♥ BUT THE HEARTACHE OF LOSING YOU ♥ ♰ ♥ WILL NEVER GO AWAY ♥ ♰ ♥
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LOVE JUDE. XX
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As long as we can dream
As long as we can think
As long as we have memory
WE LOVE YOU
As long as we have eyes to see
And ears to hear
And lips to speak
WE LOVE YOU
As long as we have a heart to feel
A soul stirring within
An imagination to hold you
WE LOVE YOU
As long as there is time
As long as there is love
As long as we have breath to speak your name
WE LOVE YOU
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Love Linda
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DRIFT BACK IN TIME.....
I LONG SO MUCH TO SEE YOUR SMILING FACE
JUST TO HOLD YOU ONCE MORE IN MY EMBRACE
FEEL YOUR HEARTBEAT CLOSE TO MINE
TO CLOSE MY EYES AND DRIFT BACK IN TIME
IF ONLY I HAD THE POWER TO TURN BACK TIME
I COULD HOLD YOUR HAND AND YOU COULD HOLD MINE
THE PAIN IN MY HEART WOULD HURT NO MORE
WE COULD BE TOGETHER LIKE WE WERE BEFOR
MAYBE I CAN DREAM AND IT WILL ALL GO AWAY
YOU WOULD BE STANDING RIGHT BY MY SIDE EACH DAY
IF ONLY I COULD DRIFT BACK IN TIME
AND HEAL THIS BROKEN HEART OF MINE.....
copyright� Rosalind Roberts 11/10/09
Love Linda
a candle lit with love ♥♥♥
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thinking of you today and every day ;;;
love Alison
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Thibutes For Week Starting 26th October
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FOR MONDAY
In our hearts your memory lingers,
Sweetly tender, fond and true,
There is not a day, dear Loved One
That we do not think of you.
FOR TUESDAY
Nothing can ever take away
The love a heart holds dear.
Fond memories linger every day
Remembrance keeps them near.
FOR WEDNESDAY
Looking back with memories,
Upon the path you trod,
We bless the hours we had with you,
And leave the rest with God.
FOR THURSDAY
Those we love we never lose,
For always they will be,
Loved, remembered, treasured,
Always in our memory.
FOR FRIDAY
Memories Of Me
I’d like the memory of me
To be a happy one,
I’d like to leave an afterglow
Of smiles when life is done..
I’d like to leave an echo
Whispering softly down the ways,
Of happy times and laughing times
And bright and sunny days.
I’d like the tears of those who grieve,
To dry before the sun,
Of happy memories that I leave behind
When life is done.
FOR SATURDAY
Separated For Now
Although death has separated us physically,
Faith and love have bound us eternally.
Though we cannot see you,
We know you are here.
Though we cannot touch you,
We feel the warmth of your smile,
As we begin a new chapter in our lives.
Today we pause to reflect upon
Those who have shaped our character,
Molded our spirits and touched our hearts.
May the lighting of this candle be a
Reminder of the memories we have shared,
A representation of the everlasting
Impact you have made upon our lives.
FOR SUNDAY
A Special Gift
You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...
For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!
However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, sweet Angel, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...
Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.
We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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~~ 22ND OCTOBER 2009. ~~
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GOD BLESS, LOVE JUDE. X X
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